I'm seating in my bed with my laptop between my legs,watching the news,about a guy committed suicide,because he got divorce after 10 years of marriage...and that's was sad, at least for me.
Perhaps for my way of seeing the life, saying good-bye it is not just a phrase, it implies leaving a part of your life behind to begin a new one. Leaving not only the person who you say goodbye but also what ties that person to you, does not mean to forget her,no, but without pain.
To say good-bye to a person first you must be completely sure of you want that person out of your life for good,that you go towards a new life where it has no space for the two of you; but especially you have to make sure that this farewell is for you two,the final chapter of one book full of happy memories that will take all your life.
If you cannot become convinced of this, it is useless you say good-bye to this person that you love, because this will stop being a fact,to turn into a cold and empty phrase that contrary of making you stronger, this will tears your soul, having repeated yourself every day,that would have happened if instead of leaving this someone you had fought for her,and this is a doubt that with the time,will turns into frustration,in a emptied chapter that you will put all your strains in erasing and, no matter how much your efforts will be,the only thing you gain is that you will remember it even more.
There is many writers said that "Remembering is live again",but live again a sad chapter of your life will make you be afraid every day to be wrong again with someone else.Everything in this life is just temporary, but it is not easy to living seeing your life pass in front of your eyes knowing you just wasting it on inert things that only make you believe you are happy ,wondering if you really are.Because sometimes we live our lives trying very hard to find the ultimate happiness, then, we forget those small happy moments that really give sense to our lives.
Are you are sure to say good-bye to the person you love it is a fact that will take you to be happy again, a realized person in life living your life plenty and full and tomorrow you will remember this person and that will not torment you?.
And I keep asking myself ...what could happened if ...?
Analyze this and question yourself before taking that decision, that will help you to grow your internal soul today and forever...
Well is midnight and I still seating in my bed wondering...
Still wondering ...What would happened if I....